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part of me
04:01
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part of me misses the way that you would yell my full name
i can’t take the fame
part of me longs for how you’d always say you loved me no matter what
but
now i cry out in vain in such windowpane glass shatters does it even matter? how you treated me? email me like nothing ever happened
part of me addresses the fact that you’re so fucking crazed
you had me in a daze
part of me is seeking the validation we once shared
but you never cared
about my life, it was all about yours
the narcissism, so ugly, don’t touch me
with your evil hands given to you by god
or whatever it is you believe in
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real job
03:10
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w-w-w-why don’t you get a real job boyyyy
stop messing around playin with all of your toys
why don’t you get a steady job boy
you need to wake up and smell the fresh ground beans in the machine
why don’t you find a lover boy
stop fuckin around and stealing all of our joy
workin for the weekend boy
armchair warriors won’t come to your rescue
scenesters clout baiting just waiting masturbating to photographs of themselves
oh well
everyone vying not even trying to make it interesting for anyone else
oh well
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tactile crocodile
02:29
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i don’t know why i came
these situations all the same
i play these little games
i carry round my shame on my sleeve
everything i do is so wrong
there is no saving me from the throngs of my mind
my existence is utterly flawed
do you love me should i be more strong
my loneliness is killing me
hit me baby britney mother fucking spe
there’s meaning in my dreams
scenarios and plans and schemes
tactile crocodile
i can taste the numbers through my screen
why is it so hard to stay alive
mister mojo’s working his drive
all night long
but then my mind says “you’re totally fucked”
“you are unloved and your art just sucks”
why do i have to live this way
give me reason to stay another day
day by day by day by day happy and gay happy and gay day by day by day by day happy and gay happy and gay
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fetal form
03:08
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reverting back to a fetal form
why was i born why was i born
my childhood bedroom you can’t lock the door
just like before just like before
let’s go in vitro take it for a dive
this mom of mine this mom of mine
i wish you knew what it was like to be inside
this bod of mine this bod of mine
just like a baby you could cry cry cry…..
everything is so superbly awesome and really great
in here yes it is oh yes
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